ATTENTION! a bad news! or a good one?

Ladies and gentlemen, we have officially reached the final episode of my one-sided crush saga… after TEN YEARS.

Helloooo… today is Fridayyyyy, and guess what I saw first thing in the morning when I walked into the office? It’s I's Snapgram. And—plot twist—he ALREADY has a GIRLFRIENDDD! 😆 Hahhaha. That’s it. Bye-bye. Curtain closed.

I guess that’s my official closure to end this unmeaningful, one-sided crush. Honestly, he’s just too different from me. The mindset. The vibes.

But what baffles me is… how can he get a new girlfriend this fast? Like, from what I know, he has never had a "single" phase. Is he just a lover boy who physically cannot function without a girl’s embrace? 🤡 but from what I’ve observed, his relationships are always long-term—like, 5 to 6 years-ish, Soooo… in my logic, moving on should be HARD, right?? You can’t just CTRL+Z your emotions after all that time??

But welp, maybe that’s just ME and my very questionable romantic philosophy, because personally, I dont like the term “having an ex.” Like, how do you ex someone you once loved?? That doesn’t make sense in my little pea brain. Do you get what I mean? Like, in my brain logic, if I ever truly love someone, then that’s it—game over. No "exes." No rewrites. The End.

So yeah, because of that, I don’t think I’ll ever have an ex, because I’ll only be in a relationship with someone I genuinely love, and that won’t change. But clearly, that’s not the case for him—or for, like, 99% of people out there—who can easily move on, even after a long-term relationship. In this case… am I the weird one? 😶‍🌫️ Hmm.

But yeah, I guess this just proves my point—he and I have completely different perspectives on love. And that’s okay. No one is right or wrong in this. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Oh, and you know what? Even in K-pop, I RARELY change my bias. I’ve had one bias for years, I’m not multifandom at all. If I like a group, that’s my group. End of discussion. That alone should tell you everything about me.

I guess I’m just built for loyalty. And that’s why the whole "one love forever" thing makes complete sense in my world. 🫡

Oh yeah, weirdly enough… or actually, not that weird because I’ve felt this way before. I don’t feel jealous at all. Like, not even a sprinkle. Same thing happened back in high school when he dated two girls (not at the same time, obviously 💀), and guess what? Still didn’t feel jealous.

And now? Exact same feeling. What I’m thinking is just: “Oh! He got a new girlfriend. Neat.”

Which means… I never really liked him that much, right?? I was just attached to the idea of him back in high school, and for some reason, it kinda lingered until now. But hopefully, today marks the end of that nonsense. HH.

His new girlfriend looks mature—definitely seems like a good match for him. She wears glasses! 👓